natalieWEE

goodbye

2005-08-31T20:18:00.000-07:00

say goodbye to this.

bloody hell

2005-08-31T04:48:00.000-07:00

you are a bloody bitch. serious. stop your bloody acting. i know i know. you have great acting skills and you want to show it to everyone. pls. its DISGUSTING.you might say you are trying hard to fit in. whatever man. and i pretend to like you?no way. i never liked you in my entire life. you trying to act pitiful. i had no choice but to be friends with you. its like seeing you as an injured dog. so sad. uh. you love to put things so obvious dont you? you claim that some people are bloody bitches. search yourself man. tsk. i cant stand it. neither can i sit jump skip crawl fly it. the fiery temper of yours pisses me off. not only me.

so. GET LOST. GET OUT MY WAY. dont ruin our friendship anymore. you murderer.

for your information, no one wanted to invite you to seoul gardens. the way you put it was like everyone wanted to invite you. so, you shouldnt feel honoured at all. *rolls eyes* you think too much.

i have not truely answered you that question " are you like angry with me?" . it is YES. i regreted everything i did. everything.

you will probably know everything after reading this. so yeah. get my feelings right.

whadever

2005-08-30T01:57:00.000-07:00

what was that man.

woohoo

2005-08-26T04:16:00.000-07:00

happy 14th birthday to me. it was damn meaningless. i cant stand this. of all days. pat also got that stupid virus. she also. w h y? i love cip. i have 40 packets of crackers. i will eat them all. i am really sorry isadora! i ate the cake without you! :( but still...i love that cake! (= thanks.

rod

2005-08-20T23:19:00.000-07:00

it was the last time. last everything. i dont like. we've to let go of the past. i cant stand it. RAHHHH. i am going to speak up like a chatterbox that talks non-stop. so i wont have anymore regrets. i will must shall. i like that tag. ' Natalie. Bravo '05 ' ((((: thank you specialists. its a new beginning. but an ending for them. it will be for me too. in two years time. time flies. =(

eeyer

2005-08-12T05:23:00.000-07:00

stressed. stressed. i like to play that congkak or whatever game. and oooooooooohhhhhhhhhh ! i like the wheelchair in 2c. i cant stand pros like k.kong yucks yucks. we are s t r a i g h t.

i loveee them

2005-08-08T02:50:00.000-07:00

today was pop. i didnt cry!no one did. wooooooooooohooooooooo ! went to some place to get somethings. we also did some things at some place. =x

something tells me that we are always followed.
something tells me that i shouldnt avoid or dislike her.
tell me what i should do?
oh yeah.
something tells me that i should pinch that fat person's fats in that skimpy costume. hahahha!((:

i think i love today. ifeelgooooood!na na na na na na.

woohoo. crap

2005-07-30T23:23:00.000-07:00

i think bravo'05 turned crappy at the padang. hahaha. seriously. kathleen started talking crap and suria + nish talked prawn. xp i love ndp rehearsals ! the fireworks was so darn spectacular! so much nicer than last year's. the whole bus went crazy when we heard the "bomb ! " sound. and suria thought some person bombed singapore. took many pictures and most of them had reflections of the handles in the bus.

had a bbq at home ! with my relatives and cousins. chatted with jinhua for a long long time until midnight. tskk. now i am here. slacking all day. siannn.

stupid pltmates. call themselves one.

2005-07-22T06:46:00.000-07:00

dont act as if you are sorry or anything when you are not. the way you said it occurs to me that everyone's always wrong and you are right. are you trying to say the way you treat your friends are good ? i never knew dao-ing them was the best way. call yourself a friend ? no. friends are people who treat them W E L L. not by dao-ing them or what shit if you have or dont have the mood. thats how you treat them ? thats what you call treasure huh. *shruggs.

dont say we leave you behind. you were smsing all the way. in fact, you didnt even acted like we were there. you didnt talk to us nor noticed our existence. dont shit around okay. we compromised to both of you. did you all even attempted to change? no. friends leave. thats true.

i have no idea what the ____ is happening right now. and i seriously am sick of it.

birthday!

2005-07-21T02:31:00.000-07:00

my birthday is approaching ! *((: one month and 5 days time. woooooohoooooo ! but i have cip on that day. nvm. i SHALL not sacrifice. i will get someone to replace me !! =x

~~whatever you said and done will leave a deep scar on me.~~

parade

2005-07-20T19:15:00.000-07:00

i love today. she was the oic of everything. woohoo. i wish today wasnt the last. they are super duper cute. super duper funny super duper chatty. thats why i love them ! who is our oic huh ? KATHLEEN KONG. hahha. i'm charge of food. i am going to make delicious food for them. i'm going to bake all day. steal some food. i cant wait for ROD cos we get to bake. but it means that they'll be gone.

i tried to control my tears. but i c o u l d n t.

pls dont make fun of me anymore. shesh.

ass

2005-07-17T15:36:00.000-07:00

irritated by some ass.
guess who ?
-shruggs.

ilovendprehearsals.
butidontlikeyesterday's.

i seriously understand how kathleen was feeling like when we disturbed her now.

blogs are scary.

bloody spammers

2005-07-15T18:50:00.000-07:00

i just posted.

monkey.

2005-07-14T06:15:00.000-07:00

monkey gets so jealous can.
silly monkey.
you'll be my only monkey la !

dont assume i call that person my monkey too !
hahah ! ((:

loveyou!

specs.

2005-07-13T05:14:00.000-07:00

OH NO !
3 more parades.
oh no . oh no . oh no .

i thought we cried because of you.
but i didnt realise that you cried because of us too .
:((((((((((

i still love you anyhow.
i have to brainstorm for questions.
so that interaction would be made more USEFUL.
=)

i must strat writing those letters.
i'll make it a point that for every sepcs i will write at least 2 pieces of paper !
((:

loveee.

2005-07-11T20:58:00.000-07:00

lim yuanting !!! ((:

we went out together to orchard !
our first date !
hahah. love youu!
my gossiping partner !

cheryl : okay ! lets hang out together one day too! lovee you! ((:

ayeeeee

2005-07-10T18:13:00.000-07:00

i am so bored.
i wanna collect my m and m's from isadora.
cat class was fun today.
sat with zoa as usual.
aunty pom dressed funny today!
hahaha.
and what a personal question she asked.
'ladies![referring to the boys as they were VERY sissy] which girl do you think is cute? '
guess what they said.
'AUNTY POM!'
hahah. funny people.

11 more days to oral. yucks yucks.

loveeee

2005-07-08T21:00:00.000-07:00

i love manprit for giving me 5 skittles and i love isadora even more for giving manprit the skittles so that i can eat! ((:

i love them loads!

i am still awaiting the day we go out together yuanting!
monday ((:

scary

2005-07-07T18:22:00.000-07:00

today was way too scary.

~~i dont wish to disappoint you again.~~
~~but i did.~~

GANG GA

2005-07-06T20:54:00.000-07:00

yay ness!parade parade. games games. suria CHANNEL.hahah. after that knock i thought her teeth will straighten. xp
today was totally fun. totally embarrassing. totally disappointed. whatever.

i think rachel always catches me in a totally wrong time.
she saw me fall. she saw me run! eeeeks.

i love isadora and manprit!
my lovely poke-ers. manprit is pro poker.
i'm pro-er poker. isadora is the pro-dest poker!
so cute! =)

kathleen claims i am sad. NONONONO. isadora said i wont be sad.

i will try my best. DONT DAO. obviously can. but sheena says i always dao! she is soooooo praising me. yucks. =x

friends

2005-07-05T19:48:00.000-07:00

today was fun!okay. except for the fact that i had english remedial.

frankenstein didnt come today!woohoo. geog file not filed. =x

lynette and i started singing cai yi lin song. the very fast one. hahaha!!
damn funny.then she said that thats what happenes when two monkeys are put together.
no. its not right. i am a donkey not a monkey.

i dont like trigonomety ratio! eeks. =]

sheena!i nvr dao you lah! hahah. make me sound so bad. xp

EEEEEEKKKKKKKKK.
i dont like sarah j.
eeeeekkkkkkk!!

rach. i dont prof test tmr!
its next week. =))

i finally poked manprit and isadora!hoho. ((x

sgt peiqi.

2005-07-04T15:05:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SGT PEIQi HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
happy sweet sixteeeen! ((:

she should be eating the choco's right now?
hrmms.

i love this song.
oooooooooooo.
=p

ndp at padang

2005-07-02T21:14:00.000-07:00

had ndp today!! i am s o o o high!
i am standing beside adlin and pcoht !
hahaha ! ((:
we asked a particular person on how to shine and when is rod !
i cant say in here.
later others might see. =x
but it is super cool.
i dont want it to be in late august.
its during my birthday period !
eeeeeks.

i love ndp at padang.
cos i can see her.
i like her cute nice d a o face !
i want to be as dao as her.
i must have a talking session with staff peiying.
according to nurin or adlin.

i will try my best.
someone said ' when you claimed you tried your best, how can you be bester? '
mann.
i miss her.
:((

man.

2005-07-01T05:15:00.000-07:00

a lot of things have been happening.
my mum says ever since i came into cedar.
i cried a lot.
really meh?
i dont know.
maybe its just because of those wonderful seniors who does great things for us.
july 4. its sgt peiqi's bdae.
BUT ITS YOUTH DAY!!!!!!!!!!!
EEEEEk.
so stupid!!!
i want to go back to school and study and have morning pt.
i want to do 40 pumpings with extra 7 core values.
=x

scarry night.

2005-06-25T23:50:00.000-07:00

ooooh.
that scar.
school reopen.
so boring.

homework not done!
mann.
streaming.
POP. ROD.
too many things.
i dont like.
gotta pack bag. bye!

the day after camp.

2005-06-24T23:32:00.000-07:00

oh mannnnn.
rachel see saw me fall..
shit.

i think i am the silliest person on earth.
i thought that fall gave me a small bruise ONLY
but when we sat down. .
i saw a huge lump.
i was scared..
then i started crying.
the specs thought i was sweating.
okay. i should be diaming my eyeballs.
but i saw them talking about me..
then i started to cry more.
so i fall out.
only then i realised it was a straight cut.
s c a r.
sgt abigail asked me to get scar removal cream.
i think it will be expensive !

i felt very touched lah.
i think this will be the last time bravo will be spending time t o g e t h e r with them.
=(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

i should be at padang now !
it was such a great news kae.
everyone in singapore knows that this is the first rehearsal at padang !
but i am not in it.
sad.

patricia !
you have to tell me everything that happened.
whether the sirs were there.
what food you all ate.
whether you all played games.
whether you all cheered :
echo after me !
echo after me !
bang bang your left foot..
bang bang your left foot..
i wanna hear your left foot..
i wanna hear your left foot..
early morning got a lot of motivation..
early morning got a lot of motivation..
danny danny got a lot of dedication..
danny danny got a lot of dedication..
motivation !
motivation !
dedication !
dedication !
to the CORE !
to the CORE !
who's core..?
who's core..?
our core.. { sexy voice }
our core.. {sexy voice }

this super cute cheer rocks !
((:

camp. =(

2005-06-24T16:56:00.000-07:00

this is the last.
i wish we had more times together.
I DONT WANT YOU TO GO !
I DONT WANT THEM TO TAKE CARE OF US.
i want you to stay..
its just way too fast.

i cannot bring myself to believe it.
i cannot. i cannot.i cannot. i cannot.i cannot. i cannot.i cannot. i cannot.i cannot. i cannot.i cannot. i cannot.i cannot. i cannot.i cannot. i cannot.i cannot. i cannot.i cannot. i cannot.i cannot. i cannot.i cannot. i cannot.i cannot. i cannot.i cannot. i cannot.i cannot. i cannot.i cannot. i cannot.i cannot. i cannot.

the moment you sprayed the thing in our tents.
i felt grateful.
the moment you controlled your anger.
i felt guilty for continuously hurting you.
the moment you cared and tried to cheer me up.
i felt tears rolling down my cheeks.
the moment you said that BRAVO'05 could all be platoon best.
i felt touched.

we've made you sooo disappointed and hurt too many times.
but you didnt hate us forever.
you continued to cheer and encourage us to go on.
we DID.
i am really proud of myself.
i promise you guys we will not let you down.
we will bring CEDAR NCC to greater heights.

you gotta be strong
you gotta be tough
you gotta stick together

okay lah.
i will thank my platoonmates for supporting me when my leg was injured.
thank you for letting me stand in the middle of that circle when you all were hentak-ka-king.
i bet sgt peiqi and sgt izah took that.

*tweeeeese*

breakdance

2005-06-18T21:19:00.000-07:00

had co nite prac today.
collected the money for spoons!
mann. i am short of $10.
boos.

firstly, we slack.
secondly, we play.
thirdly, we crapped.
every practice is full of happiness.
cos we never practise.
we TRIED to do breakdance.
we've no arm-power.
thats sad.
only patricia nishanthi and suria!!
those pros.
*grrrr
when i was practising at home.
my mum said.
'you want to break your neck ah!'
never give me support!
rahhhs.

after prac, we went to compass point.
adlin ; sara sim ; yangyang ; kathleen ; sun meng ; patricia ; sarah j. ; suria ; ME.((:
went to value dollar.
got forks spoons and KNIVES.
dont know for what. but yeah.
IT WAS 50% STOREWIDE SALEEE!
WOOHOO !
saved a lot of money.
hahaha !

later we went down to cold storage to looks for plates and cups.
ALL were plastic.
stupid !
we stayed there for 15 minutes.
discussing.
i think we made a din.
oopsie ! =]
sunmeng pat and kathleen went on to angmokio value dollar to buy plates.
they got metal ones !
cups cups cups.
what a problem.

but STILL,
i had fun !

our platoon has 22 or 21 people ?
i seriously dont know.
*ponders

oh yah!
happy 21st birthday melvin gor !
must celebrate with your girl-friend!
hahah ((:

makeover

2005-06-17T22:32:00.000-07:00

i did a room make-over ! =)
its much neater now i hope.
but in a few weeks time..
it is going to look like a dumpster.

i think poor lil furry doesn't like its new home.
boos. =(

i wish rachel see can come back from perth right now.

2005-06-14T21:19:00.000-07:00

my pimples are popping out like popcorn.
HOW!?

incomplete

2005-06-13T23:11:00.000-07:00

Rackstreet Boys- Incomplete

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me
I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I’ve tried to go on like
I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But with out you all
I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone

Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all
I’m going to be is incomplete

I don’t mean to drag it on, but
I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t want to make you face this world alone
I want to let you go (alone)

I’ve tried to go on like
I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all
I’m going to be is incomplete

Incomplete

2005-06-13T23:02:00.000-07:00

i am sick and tired of this. i hate you so much ! bloody fucker. say whatever you want now ! cos i dont really give a damn. if you dont want to clear your shit, its up to you. cos i've cleared mine. WHAT HAVE YOU GOTTA SAY NOW !? shut up ass. i guess its really over between us. you go stick with those boys. you are a bias freak. i WILL NOT believe that you ever liked children ONCE in your ENTIRE LIFE. cos what you are showing to me now is that you hate having children. you REGRET it. BECAUSE of ME. shut up shut up shut up. cos of YOU, i regret being brought into this world.

~~i wish those tears wont roll down my cheeks ever again. i wish i could be braver than this.~~

ikea

2005-06-13T18:46:00.000-07:00

ooooh !
i ate meatballs !
with jam and sauce !
=))
i ate poached salmon with potatoes ! and broccoli!

i was looking for new furniture for MY room.
not very successful lah.
boos(x

~~i know you tried to accommodate me.~~
but have you ever thought?
i dont even have a proper study table.
=(

woohoo

2005-06-11T23:10:00.000-07:00

oh man.
i am sad again.
why cant we part bs go back for next week's rehearsal?
WHOLE cedar not going.
how wonderful.
can book a mini van what!
nvmm.
:((

i've got a date with rachel see.!
i will tell you when i am going in to malaysia okay?
have fun on your trip to perth!
*envious*

sir alvin. sir bernieeee. sir sissy-pants!
=))

rachellllll

2005-06-10T04:42:00.000-07:00

rachel see!i updated!((:

you went to pasir ris and you nvr tell meeeeeeeeeee!
hmpfttt.
you better tell me next time!=)
i am having a very fun time at my cousin's house!
i bought a bad boy purse!
WOOHOO!
=D

everyone take care.
endure!
i cant differentiate boy between girl.
HOW!?

update update

2005-06-02T03:41:00.000-07:00

i dont like the june holidays.
i need to go out!
i want to go back to school and do the things i want to do
to get to see my friends
to get to mess around.
oh man.
i want to go back to school
and not go any homework.
=((

hyper!

2005-05-25T17:54:00.000-07:00

rachel SEE!
lets go to east coast to scream together!
i bet my kitty's tail is smaller than yours!
i wanna see your doggie!
is its name Milo??((:

yuanting!
i will dig your dimples deeeper!
=D

isadora..
you a r e super poorthing.
had to wait for yr dad for ages.
i pity you too!
cos i will dig your cheeks until you have a dimple!
and by the way..
your cheek muscles does not help you in anything!!
=D

baboon..
you are not a sophisticated monkey!!!
you watch out too!
cos i will wet your back again!
*evil laughters*

so fun lah!
parade parade parade
the ex-specs came back.
STAFF MERDIN((:
we had mock prof test.
so tiring.
adlin claimed i was swaying..
my knees could not take the pain!
then we had flag-raising.
very fun.
we had a 15-min interaction!!
woots!
*grinns

fun

2005-05-23T15:11:00.000-07:00

WAHAHAHS((X
saturday was super fun!
had ndp rehearsal.
it was raining!
so we practically chatted the whole time.
only trained at amoy quee camp and a lil bit at nee soon.
we came up with this silly secret handshake amongst our plt.
its DAMN fun!!
we learnt this new song!

Forward, we are marching forward
We are marching on and on in glory..

stupid girl guides lah.
waited for soo long for them to get onto the freaking bus.
boys' brigade were so silly.
their head-dress were so STUPID.
sailor men.

went to church to do canteen duty on sunday.
I LOVE ST FRANCIS XAVIER!
the people there are soo fun!
the guys so gay.
the girls soo nice!
=DD
the teachers [ aunties and uncles ] are so nice lah!

went to pray to my grandmother at the temple.
spending my time now at my cousin's place.
siann.
i want to bowl. swim. eat strawberry pancakes.
=D

whee~

2005-05-20T18:24:00.000-07:00

WAHAHAHS((X
isadora!dont be jealous.
i will start poking your cheeks!
so that you will have a dimple
=D
rachel tan..stop screaming!you are influencing christabel!
its scaryy..
i am super duper happy.
funny people are constantly making me happy!
THANK YOU!
prefects held us back for a very long time.
thank you for making me reach home so late.
today's friday..
tomorrow's saturday..
ndp rehearsal.
i know i shouldn't have this attitude!
please God..
gimme the strength to carry on..

badminton players are funny people!
i love yuanting!(=

x-cty

2005-05-19T15:39:00.000-07:00

haiyaa.
did duty todayy. suddenly felt like running can!
sadd. too late.
stand there only to get bitten by those darn mosquitoes.
luckily when the first runner came everyone started popping out like popcorns.
they are soo fast.
cant stand them.
cheercheercheer.
rachel!you dont look stupid can!
dumbdumb!
rainrainrain.
fortunately our bags were rescued!!
no prize-giving.
had to change back to house-tee.
stinky toilet.
they should clean it up more often.
sickening!=]
we were all ready..
waiting for queen kathleen.
we headed down to j8..
ate McDonald Breakfast!
super niceee!
met yuanting((:
go cut yr hair to make the ponytail short lah!=P
met elyana and nicole too.
i think we slacked around.
then went to neoprint shop.
the stupid first machine hates us lah.
all 8 of us squeeeezed into that small machine.
it was spastic BUT nicee.
we definitely got a refund.
rachel tan ah!
stop looking at my 'deeep' dimple cann!
very awkard..-.-"
the next neoprint was not bad lah.
onee is bubbly bravo!
bimbotic bravoo!
spastic bravoo!
fighting for ms-universe bravoo!
dream-on bravoo!
=D
went to haagen dazs with patricia sunmeng kathleen and sarah j.
i like mango sorbet!
i like the red sofa.
if i could..i want to sleep there!
dont have coach carter lah!
*disappointed*
went home with sunmeng.
so sleepy.
*yawns*

SICK.

2005-05-13T18:59:00.000-07:00

i dont discriminate.
i hate everyone.

i dont like school i hate school i hate buzz at canteen i hate YOU.

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

LET ME TELL YOU ONCE AGAIN
I WONT CHANGE THE REAL ME TO BE A FAKE ONE JUST TO SATISFY Y O U.
GEDDIT?

hollaback girl

2005-05-12T19:37:00.000-07:00

Hollaback Girl

Uh huh, this my shit
All the girls stomp your feet like this
A few times I've been around that track
So it's not just gonna happen like that
Cuz I ain't no hollaback girl
I ain't no hollaback girl[2x]
Oooh, this my shit, this my shit [4x]
I heard that you were talking shit
And you didn't think that I would hear it
People hear you talking like that, getting everybody fired up
So I'm ready to attack, gonna lead the pack
Gonna get a touchdown, gonna take you out
That's right, put your pom-poms down, getting everybody fired up

A few times I've been around that track
So it's not just gonna happen like that
Cuz I ain't no hollaback girl
I ain't no hollaback girl[2x]
Oooh, this my shit, this my shit[4x]
So that's right dude, meet me at the bleachers
No principals, no student-teachers
Both of us wanna be the winner, but there can only be one
So I'm gonna fight, gonna give it my all
Gonna make you fall, gonna sock it to you
That's right, I'm the last one standing, another one bites the dust

A few times I've been around that track
So it's not just gonna happen like that
Cuz I ain't no hollaback girl
I ain't no hollaback girl[2x]
Oooh, this my shit, this my shit [4x]

Let me hear you say, this shit is bananas
B-A-N-A-N-A-S!
This sV is bananas B-A-N-A-N-A-S!
(again)
This shit is bananas B-A-N-A-N-A-S!
This shit is bananas B-A-N-A-N-A-S!
A few times I've been around that track
So it's not just gonna happen like that
Cuz I ain't no hollaback girl
I ain't no hollaback girl[2x]
Oooh, this my shit, this my shit [4x]

i love this song((:

today was b o r i n g.
i wanna study again!=D

why is this happening to me?!

2005-05-11T16:44:00.000-07:00

i'm devastated.
kathleen's sweaty and disgusting=p
it seems that my class is united.
how false.
cliques cliques cliques.
retards. weirdos. perverts. geniuses. funny people.
i belong to everyone.
no no no.
i am a nobody.

lonely..
i'm mr lonely..
i am nobody..
for my ownn..

its overrr!

2005-05-10T20:24:00.000-07:00

its was extremely fun lah!

after science test..
mandy wanling and me went to orchard!(:
we were at surfbabe wisma.
the tee shirts are so cute lah.
siann. nvr buy.
then we went to buy famous amos!!
chocolate chips and pecan((:

walked to cine to eat yoshinoya.
and we saw eva and gang.
from there..we walked to taka then to far east..
leg cramp..-.-"

first thing i saw...
MY EMILY THE STRANGE WALLET!!!!!=DDDD
i was so sad kae..i was cheated of 2 dollars lah!!!=(((((
then mandy and i bought the same earring..
wanling dowan.....
we were looking for the neoprint shop
and walked round the first level for 3 times.
looked for the stupid CLIVE shop but dont have.
rachel bluff me)=
then we went to basement and saw..
farhana and deborah.
saw them twice=x
went to pmk..so cute!
then took neoprints.
CONCLUSION:
FAR EAST NEOPRINT MACHINES SUCK.

from there..
we walked to heereen's..
it was drizzling lah.
stooopid.
walk walk walk.
went to mambo.
soooo EXPENSIVE.
took frutii neoprints.
very cute lah!
heereen's neoprint machines so much nicer.
saw vanessa dunno how many times
and we saw eva and gang AGAIN.
at bloomington's
their badges so cuteee!
their stuff toys are...
no comments.
that shop is really cool
must go there((X
from there...
we took a bus to dhoby ghaut.
took mrt to toa payoh. ran in the rain to the sports complex
to see nellie play!
so pro lah..
cheered for her!and she won the set!!
so happy!!!=)

had to rush home before the whole match ended.
according to wanling..
VJC lost to RJC.
nvm nvm nvm.
they tried their best.
RJ got attitude.
yucks.

SO FUN TODAY!!!

wanling:
here's your promised update((:

weishan:
i am not wee kim wee's grand-daughter....-.-"

mandy:
i am soo happy!cos i bought a new wallet((:

haha.bushes.=p

2005-03-25T23:22:00.000-08:00

I DONT LIKE TER SIT IN FRONT
-uhh,esp when we've got tchers who cause HEAVY DOWNPOUR when ey speakn
BUSHES stickin outta their armpits!
n one who can rattle on n NAG NON-STOP.
grr-now i gotta brin umbrella n earplugs ter sch evyday.
oh.
not forgettin ma parang ter clear e bushes mann.hurs.

wahahahs!read this frm someone's blog.
so describes gao shu yan!!lols.
maybe we haev the same teacher!!
farnieee.((:

uniteeeed.

2005-03-25T04:38:00.000-08:00

haha.
kathleen kong called my handphone to wake me up.
haha. i just cant believe i am doing this.
did 40 pumpings in the living room.
but i just cant do as well as i did in school.
hrmmms.

yesterdaeeeeee.
leaders' investiture. uhh.
the performances were nice.
the pcs were sexehhh.
shalom was disgusting. eww.
when she sommersault..
exposed larhh.
the psls were funny.
anyhow,,
didn't realise that it was alrd 2pm when we were dismissed.
slacked ard in school until 3.50 with kathleen and sun meng.
then they headed for j8.((:
poor me didn't.

to be hurt
to feel lost
to be left out in the dark
to be kicked when you're down
to feel like you've been pushed around.

that day was maundy thursday.
went to st annes for mass.
and i saw...
hildummy's father!
he was a warden.
the songs are weirdd...
visited st anthony's and st joseph.
nice churches!
supposed to visit the mary of the arc angels or something.
jesus christ balanced on wires.
niceeee.(:
after that,
we went to eat supper.
last meal of the day until good fridae..

and i made a discovery..
the stations of the cross were cut short..
one station of the cross only lasted 2-3 mins..
xp

now currently at melvin gor hse. =D
he has a very cooool mouse!!!!
wireless and so spiderman-ish.
so niceee!
90 bucks cann!

to be on the edge of breaking down.
no one understands you.
and you donno whad its likeee..

welcome to my lifee!

i am pissed. but i don care le.

2005-03-11T03:45:00.000-08:00

you know what you have done. i shall say no more.

did the class board today. really tensed up can!but i am really pleased that many people helped out!!=))))
everyone contributed. but not YOU. PC somemore cannnn!!!!!!!!!!!

wah kaos. still say PC ahh. so BIG WORS.
ask you to take the newspaper to recycling bin also not willing. wtf lors.
in conclusion, PCs have serious attitude problem. i don deny everyone has attitude prob lah. kaos.

TWO-MMM ROCKS!

retro rocks too!

hyper!=D

2005-02-23T20:49:00.000-08:00

today rocks BIG TIME.

wanna know whieee?we did quite well during PARADE. whEe~ cheered..like MAD! so fun being seniors!!!haha..i suddenly feeel..this year specialists really contributed a lot to Cedar NCC. i really love them...i mean..compare them to last yr's. they are much more serious and guai. =)

FEAR enters my mind when i suddenly remember. they are going to leave me one day. SHIT.
they encourages me to work harder. to be proud of ncc. they make me feel like going for parade every week. should i say.....you make me feeeeeel proud of NCC. proud of myself. proud of what i am able to accomplish. YOU. a particular you. you made me feeel good. make me feel that i am wanted. thanks.i cannot wait forever. this is what i have to say. =(

i want to cry out loud now.

my only wish now..is that..this precious SIX months will not pass so quickly. and i Swear & Promise. my tears for you are really worthwhile.

I've waited all my life To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

mixed feelings. donno how to express leh.
everything is coming into my life. =(
optimistic me. where have you gone?
hais.

okie..promoted our class dish [JAPANESE FOOD] this morning with adlin and yara. so nervous kae. UHH. quite fun though. haha..yara..sweated like shit can. the whole patch was DAMP. sweaty palms. =p

had dumb chinese and history. one word to describe..DIEDDED. uhh.

i suddenly have lots of things to say.
my studies are really bad. though things in my cca are pretty good. but..haiis. my studies is still my first priority. can you help me?=(

FORGET IT. you are the fiercest person that has ever been to me. i know. you are crappy at times. but..you still play an impt role to my life. if i had the damned courage, i will look for you. promise.

who says i am nice?i am a meanie. i bully joleen. trying to avoid you so i won't bully you anymore. but how to?you are my PARTNER. sheesh.

and kathleen..you are LOVED kaes. by me. so don worry=)
and please remember my dear platoonmates who will be with me forever.
you are always LOVED!by me.=)

omgggg!love ya guys!

2005-02-22T04:17:00.000-08:00

SO FUN TODAY CAN!

during jogging period..as usual..had to cheer..so weiting said. who can cheer the loudest WINS!=)
after that,,we cheered LIKE MAD.and i really meant that. i had cough, and now..it has worsen. SHIT.

we laughed like mad. SCREAMED like mad. until ms leong covered her ears..HAHAHA so cute can!!=D had one of the most wonderful jogging period EVERRRR. and dear MR. poon,, we won't walk again.=p

stay back after school for fun. ling you and peishi came to 2M. haha..so cute lah dey. nada also came!she is funny=). jaime went to the toilet. jia yuan, mischievous as usual, asked us to SCARE her!!hahahaha..she was scared please! the fight continues adn everyone got wet. except for hanis and peishi. -.-"

that woman likes to keep people in suspense. tell ME where you stay lahh!!!aiyo!i'll look for yooou...=)

talk talk. crap crap. play play. scream scream. felt so crappy today!!got parade tmr. cant cheer no more.=( oh ya..I LOVE MY PLATOONMATES!BRAVO'05 RULES!

new blog! new life.

2005-02-17T04:49:00.000-08:00

heyyys!this is my new blog. kinda sian..so decided to create a plain suicidal one. =)